I thank you for your consoling words and at the same time I am really sorry, that I put you into that unpleasant position. Please don't feel put under pressure or something like that.
I do have a home and a bed and something to eat, but nothing of real value. I mean something like a destination, friendship, love. The big things in life body-swerve me. Do you think I'm ungrateful? Nothing can satisfy or fulfill me. The only person, i can talk to, is my brother. I've been talking to him and he said the same thing like you did. Distraction. I try to go outside, when I have cabin fever. Walking around, aimlessly. Physical activity, to prevent sleeplessness. It helps. Coming home is still depressing. Noone waiting. Sometimes I don't speak a word all day long. I need a destination. I have to find it by myself. It's hard.
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I thank you for your consoling words and at the same time I am really sorry, that I put you into that unpleasant position. Please don't feel put under pressure or something like that.
I do have a home and a bed and something to eat, but nothing of real value. I mean something like a destination, friendship, love. The big things in life body-swerve me. Do you think I'm ungrateful? Nothing can satisfy or fulfill me. The only person, i can talk to, is my brother. I've been talking to him and he said the same thing like you did. Distraction. I try to go outside, when I have cabin fever. Walking around, aimlessly. Physical activity, to prevent sleeplessness. It helps. Coming home is still depressing. Noone waiting. Sometimes I don't speak a word all day long. I need a destination. I have to find it by myself. It's hard.
What's your destination?
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