fair territory

Just like old times.  The high before the crash.  Unfortunately, there is nobody like her.  Nobody else who turns me on the way she does.  Nobody I'd rather talk to.  I hope we can be friends.  The fact that we still genuinely enjoy each others company and conversation was a relief.  The fact she's changed quite a bit is a surprise.  She's fiercer.  Like a horse that's been spurred.  But still the same sweet, gentle, beautiful soul she's always been.  That's still there.  It's just not on full display like it used to be.  But, more important than anything else, I still care.  I really do.  I want the best her because her best is better than anything else.