Is blood on the page a problem?

Nothing new to report. Just thought I'd give the fingers a little exercise before bed. I'm working a lot this week, and while part of me is happy about that…there will always be that part of me that dreads seeing another week go by without anything new happening. More of the old 'same old, same old'.
I've tried a couple of time to really jumpstart my life, but the spark was always extinguished early…and I would settle back down the few feet I may have traveled.
I never used to really pay attention to spirituality…but these past few months have given me an insight that, while neither right or wrong (I'm on the fence to tell you the truth…surprise, surprise) it feels like a positive direction type change…one that I have been building up to for some time. I'm hardly a zealot…and I'm nowhere near even being considered polished, I'm actually a little uncomfortable talking about it because I'm still not totally sure where I fit in to the whole thing, but there's a spot inside my chest that is now occupied by something that wasn't there before. And whatever it is, I don't want to let it fizzle out like so many times before.
No, this something isn't going to allow me to lift a car over my head, or leap over a tall building in a single bound…but it seems to have given my life a 'safehouse' that I can visit and revisit as much as I need.
Whatever it takes. The time for sitting and humming to the tune has passed…its time I cut my fingers a little.