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Adrenalin and rigid dedication to doing your best.  A million different aerial bacteria floating in confined spaces.  Eager children trying to trump their friends.  Want to be the best in class no matter the cost.  Proud parents.  Money changing hands like quick low fives all over the place.  When you're hungry its hard to ignore the smell from downstairs, even if it's the same old crap as before.  What the hell are they cooking down there?  Shoestring budget lunch dates with a friend.  Just a friend, man.  No matter how hard you press up against the glass it doesn't want to shatter.  Fixed ceiling canopy.  Thank you to sun baked family in palm tree paradise.  Thanks for the top up.  Not enough fuel and tiny overflow hoses dispersing the residue.  Warm inside the garage.  Foggy dampness clouding the insides of my mechanical chariot.  Chills at 6 in the morning.  Wake up call biting my feet as I twist into a warmer position.  Cloudy headaches without the sense of numbness from the night before.  What more can I do?  Try to pull back just in time.  Starting over again again.

Cold showers and disappointment on the internet.  Who's that girl?  Dirty talk and superior confidence.  Absolute domination in the 21st Century.  The bread is buttered on this side.  Maybe some of that was a bit too much, but my eyes can't turn the other cheek.  Boring and exciting at the same time.  Easy shot of ecstasy before the come down.

Jump in the snow and carve an angel with your wings.  Cool off in the shadows.  Rattle, rattle, rattle.  Snow tires.  Worn out steering wheel and rusty bottoms shifting like old metal bones.  Absorbing the shock of yet another failed clean slate.  There's always tomorrow.