doubt

Not a great feeling, coming to this sort of realization.  Like easing yourself into a cold bath.  Kind of makes your stomach feel woozy.  But it's all around me right now.  There is no escape.  Home brings with it other 'issues' and distractions. I'm a little jumpy at home right now.

I've got a stacked week schedule wise ahead of me, so hopefully sleep will take care of itself and I can keep the motor running for a long stretch.  I need it.  But I'll need to focus.  Stay consistent.

It has to start somewhere.