cost of living
Fun costs money.
That's what I'm finding out. I'm trying to get out of the house that is my head and have some fun. Distraction. A little bit of entertainment. Something to lighten the mood a bit. But I'm poor remember. I don't have a lot of money to spend. Movie and a meal? $40. Ride the rollercoaster? $80. A round of golf? $80. Even a round of mini-golf is going to cost you. I still have to buy food for the cupboards and pay my rent. Did I mention I'm poor? And if I'm being honest, all those things I listed are things I used to enjoy. These days, I'm not sure I care.
I just want to have a little fun. Put myself in a good mood to keep the motor running. I want this to be the turning point. I want this to be the bottom. But now that I'm here, I need something to lift me out of it.
I've forgotten how to have fun. I need to learn how again.
That's what I'm finding out. I'm trying to get out of the house that is my head and have some fun. Distraction. A little bit of entertainment. Something to lighten the mood a bit. But I'm poor remember. I don't have a lot of money to spend. Movie and a meal? $40. Ride the rollercoaster? $80. A round of golf? $80. Even a round of mini-golf is going to cost you. I still have to buy food for the cupboards and pay my rent. Did I mention I'm poor? And if I'm being honest, all those things I listed are things I used to enjoy. These days, I'm not sure I care.
I just want to have a little fun. Put myself in a good mood to keep the motor running. I want this to be the turning point. I want this to be the bottom. But now that I'm here, I need something to lift me out of it.
I've forgotten how to have fun. I need to learn how again.
posted by neil at 3:13 PM
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