thaw

I overreact.  I'm a man of massive ebbs and flows.  Highs and lows.  Drastic.  Sudden.  Rolling.

Can I find a way to actually practice what I preach to myself?  Finally?  A clearing of debts, a cleaning of closets.  Out with the old.  The past.  The was.

Was.

I worked hard today.  Had to be sharp.  Was.

It sucks how every day is the same, yet every day is different.  Everyday.  How can I be so stuck in the middle like that?

No more middle.

I want out.